It has been a long time since a mark has been left on this blog. Readers, if any probably would have been dead by now.

A few things to note in the time away:

- Deceit unraveled about a close friend- this has seriously affected how Milo felt but to me, it was just like a Christmas Card you get every year- You know what the contents are and have to act like you don’t know anything when you open the envelope. Sometimes it’s tiring to pretend, other times I relish the advantage of being in the know without others realising. It makes it a lot easier to laugh at their actions and to protect myself.
- Started running again. At least right now I would do the weird thing of running in the night while everyone else is still nicely tucked in bed. Although this may be nothing like Iron man or the Triatheletes, at least it’s a good start to a healthier lifestyle.
- My job function has mainly been redeployed back to London and currently what I do is very mundane. Sometimes I do think if this is really what I seek in life or am I still the go-getter young upstart that my ex-colleagues knew me as.
- Watched a play ‘An Inspector Calls’ as a charity performance for President’s Charity. SL acted as Inspector Goole, and although there were some glitches and over-forceful emoted moments, his potential was obvious. His charisma, overwhelming. As I watched this ‘brother’ of mine swamped by his horde of fans after the play, I was confident that he has found his passion and his short-term direction. This was no longer the kiddish and laid back intern, but a focused young lad who involved himself wholly in pursuing something he enjoys and has a flair for.
- Went through having a close friend go through a sudden health issue actually made me realised we should all learn to love our bodies more. In addition to that, it also made me come to a conclusion that stunners can be shoved in your face anytime and instead of living live going through all the power struggles and mind games, we should just live it as it is. Fight for what you really want and appreciate the people and beauty around you.

Maybe it is time for me to take a bigger step ahead in my life.